Queen of Everything (ENG)

There’s a mask… Then there’s… Her. I don’t know much about her. Just that she is stronger than Mask. She is the Queen of everything. Even the Mask. The mask always leaves when she comes out. She is free. She lives to the fullest. She and her purple bandanna. It’s always on her. But is she safe either? I don’t know for sure… Mask tells me she is insane but is she truly? Or can she just live without worries? What does ‘’be insane’’ even mean?

If you search its meaning, it’s: ‘’In a state of mind which prevents normal perception, behaviour, or social interaction; seriously mentally ill.’’. According to Google at least… But is she insane? Or can she just live? I don’t know. All I do know is that she giggles as nothing controls her. She laughs at me but also wants to help. She knows how much I suffer. She knows. She has been there, caged, trapped… But still, she laughs. She has healed. She doesn’t have scars, only burn marks on her wrists from the hot shackles. She can live. And she DOES live. She sets me free. When Mask suffocates, I just need to get her out. But I am also scared of her power… What if she does something undoable? Well, if I want to live again, I need to listen to her. Not the mask… Mask is poison. But is she an antidote? Or is she even more poisonous?

I want to know. I need to dig deeper. She is the embodiment of my favorite line… ‘’Creativity comes with Insanity’’. She is creative. She does a lot of things. But… Is she the help I need? Or is she just… Another parasite? I need to find out. What’s behind that bandanna… Those eyes… Who is Lia?