I don't know who or what I am

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Memories flash in my mind, but no clue if they are real… Did I do all that? I have been thinking about coming clean but… I don’t know was I asleep, or if it all was a dream? That’s the only thing stopping me. All of the lines seem blurred, temporary silence ringing in my ears as I watch outside of what has been done. I keep looking for the missing evidence, as my mind tells me to stop looking. I have asked for help, but the others don’t understand.

I don’t know who or what I am anymore. All the shattered bottles are still on the floor from last night… My mental mask changes, as I look for the missing pages from the time when I was born. Revealing my true identity. Where did I come from?

It’s all coming crumbling down. It feels like the walls are falling to my back, lessons of unknown words ringing in my head, it feels like they are chasing me. I look around as the black, obsidian-like walls are forming all around me.

They try to comfort me, but they lie to my face. Not even trying to ask how I feel… I don’t know that myself either though, so I guess it’s fine. The maze, called my mind is a mess, where you think you can find the answers, but you don’t understand, do you? I won’t rush my mind as it tells me to be quiet.

I don’t know who I am anymore. Or what I ever was. It’s all just a blur…